While I've been dealing with this blog(my first own blog...)...U know what I realized...?

I'm really narcissist...The reason why I am into this is I am really enjoying narcissism.....this was perfect mirror as ever...

I am really self-sufficient...independent...I used to think I don't need relationship because human being are always changing... I can't trust anyone ...it's gamble.

And all the cultural things......classical music...crazy non-stop trance clubbing night out....travel.....books....even...stock-trading..... all gave me high...!

They never made me disappointed if I found the right stuff.

And how nice and convenient.... I can play, enjoy , refresh myself any time...any where.....
Of course .....I don't need relationship...too much work ..I can get hurt...!

I used to think this way.... and I was so proud of my efficiency in my life style....!
Oh....! what a efficient self-feeding system....!!

Staying under my own bubble....





Mirror should be used only for avoiding narcissism so that...we can fix ourself more suitable to communicate with others... not for sticking to ourselves.

Through mirror we can learn how to read emotion...
If we can read our emotion, we can read other's emotion too...

I feel I can be really strong if I am narcissist.
but I am not sure I can live like this forever....
no...no.....I can't live like that...I used to think that was what I want...strong narcissist...

But you know what....?

This is what life teach me...... what I really yearn for is being connected....

That's what I need.

We don't sell Jack Daniels and Southern Comfort....Barcardi.. in our bar..or pub...(U'know what...? now I prefer being called 'working in a bar... cuz I'm working in a bar apparently.. and pub is not really designed for letting people mingling ...just giving them alcoholic fantasy....)

....I love Southern Comfort with Lemonade.... like the guy in Honestly I'm sober...and of course...I love Jack Daniels ..too..
I don't really like Barcardi though...

I know... it's terrible...but it's part of company's strategy... kind of 'No frill service in pub area..'

so...first....we don't accept to pay for brand-value or frill-service..,
and ..second....to introduce substitute which has got good value in itself but not-well-known for well-known stuff...

as a result....We offer sinlge sprit with mixer(lemonade or coke) for about £1.70.....it's more than half price comparing with other places......Brilliant...!

Still more Expensive than one-way flight to Milan though....£ 0.99....! I love Ryanair...!

What a effective cost-cutting....!

I think it is really bold try because people are quite loyal to their drink... not often try new drink especially they are a bit expensive...like Grey Goose..


I love spirit...I don't like beer... except Leffe.. Well...Wine is fine but I think wine is a bit boring...
but I've never got bored with whiskey ,or spirit...


Well, since this April we had price and menu change...
One of the most important promotion of us, which is 2 bottles for £3 , has gone..
And the price of beer has gone up....

I thought company were getting mad for making money...cuz I know how much sensitive our customer are about the price..and also..they really loved our 2 bottles for £3 promotion...

So I thought...'Hmmm..... it's time for company to face cash turnover problem...or something....'

Yeah...well.... changed menu seemed to be fresh, new.... but actually I can see only the rise of price... menu isn't really changed...

While having that negative perspective, when I saw Grey Goose at the first time, it didn't look attractive at all...
And moreover..... French Vodka........Vodka from France...... isn't it funny......?


As you know, Vodka is supposed to come from cold countries....like Russia, Poland or Sweden....
And we do have Absolute Vodka (Sweden) , Stolichnaya (Russia) ..but where is Poland....?




And U'know... Polish vodka is the best....if you just think about quality, not well-known brand value... or design or image....the quality of taste could beat the others...

So it might be perfect time to introduce Polish Vodka instead of French Vodka... (I wouldn't even try..cuz I can't be attracted by that odd image...'French' +'Vodka'..

U'know....WYBOROWA..we don't have that....

And the design of the bottle of Grey Goose...looks really funny in my eyes..it really look like french thing....kk
aesthetic, artistic..but not sharp at all....and so soft.....can't trust that stuff.....

and what a funny name as well.....grey goose....for the vodka.... hmmmm....

And but last night I found the comments about it in my drink guide...

They gave them 5 Stars out of 5.... while 3 stars out of 5 to the Absolut, 4 stars to the Stolichnaya...

Also love to mention their business excellency.

This 8 year-old Vodka's sales growth has exploded by more than 2000% especially from 50,000 in 1997 to 1.15 million 9-liter cases in 2002, while whole vodka market grew up 3.5% in 2001.

What a genius....! what is the secret of French style business....?


Hmmm.....interesting....

French fries....? French vodka....????

I don't like French fries....but who knows... I'm going to be obsessed by french vodka.

I'll definately try.....

have you tried it...?


P.S. I'm still under french thing.......for Christ sake...

China..... highly sophisticated country in politics....and tactics....



I thought China is going to be plant,factory hub for the world....which means China can give two things for the world....

first..... amazingly cheap cost.... it is hard to find some product which Not 'made in China'

Second... clean air just around us.....all environmental problem provoking factories or plants are happy to settle down in China...because government don't criticize about it... people are happily choosing money(or material) instead of clean air....(it is already disgustingly polluted anyway....)


And I thought Chinese don't understand capitalism properly and can't beat deep-rooted cunning western capitalists.

hmmmm..... might be true....but truth is.... The strength of the States are already hollowed out it just seems to be the same as before when Bush made a speech...

but...everybody can feel it is not as strong as before....

And who else can take the role...? nobody....

Germany Economy goes wrong..and they don't really influence world in political way.
Blair could step down...come on....I think Blair has confused where he has fought on.... Not on the States....but on the UK.......British are different from American....
Japan is only economically strong...

Russia, Australia,middle east countries...could handle China....because of oil...
But why should they....? they are enjoying China's insatiable oil consumption..and they need money...!

I feel every player know what are their roles in this game...and they've got their power or arms .... except Korea....

We've studied this kind of game a lot of times...espeically....their role and acting...four of them....

China, Japan, the States, Russia....

And why everytimes we are tricked into making the same mistake....? what we've learned from history...?
though....our history classes were shit........

Anyway.... I feel really bad.... at least.... I think Chinese know Korean very well... and Japanese too...
We shouldn't lean on only one of them....

We can learn about Chinese from Japanese....
We can learn about Japanese from Chinese....their real figure...

I feel.... we're already a bit late....we should have started preparing this in 80's...and we haven't done anything politically....

well... we've got Samsung...in market field...but in market... China are willingly giving their market FOR LATER....it is tactic....exactly Chinese style tactic...

I really hope we are not going to take the same role as before....

nut in nut-cracker

well... this isn't easy for them though..... look at their own problems....

deflation...inflation...pollution.....too much divided...(don't worry about the States about gap between hispanic and anglo-saxon.... compared with China... that is nothing.... )

Have you read the article about Beckham's Brain in the Sun....?


They said Beckham could have a female brain...

Wow...interesting stuff.... I don't think myself I'm really interested in what celebrities are doing...In fact, I reckon it means you are living in boring life....wasting your life....if you are so much into celebrities' lives. (obviously...that's not your life....)

Whatever are they doing....what's the matter...?

Anyway.....happy Beckham.....now people and even Scientist in Cambridge University are spending their valuable time in finding What kind of brain Beckham has.... Brilliant job...!

Well, but also interesting...
He could be a icon or representative of the most masculine.......think about him... He is a footballer and is supposed to show his energy ,power and libido.......something categorized in male-like....

But what he really is....he is the icon of Metro fashion, which is something mixed both female and male.. androgynous

He is into fashion, love pink nale...show deep love to his child.... like Jamie Oliver....!
That's why woman love him crazily..because we find something we can share....
sympathy...!
And at the same time , he shows good body and high libido....

Some book said... that charm is like a Orchid, which appeals to both sexes...



what about Uma Thurman in Kil bill... that character....?