*lovely bubbly*

 

What I really wanted in my 20s... was the opportunity to rebuild myself from the scratch... that's what I did in London... and made me so happy.... I'm proud of what I have done past 5 years... be brave enough to be honest with myself and what I need and want.. soulmate searching give me different result... but that's from what I want..... always brave enough to be honest with who I am and what I want...... that's all I need..... no dependence

October 07, 2006

It's a trap.   


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C : where are you...?

Z : Amsterdam...

C : ....... are you coming back...?

Z : .......It's a trap...!

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When you told me..... it was one of the moment in my life.


This year has been the luckiest year and at the same time the most demanding year...

I fell in love 2 times.... in this year. and lived for love and loving. (I fell in love 3 times in my life time ..and 2 times happen in this year..)

And now both are gone....

Well... I'm fine.... to be honest....

I'm a firm believer....'Things happen for the best.'

Even if it is not......I'll find the way to make it better.


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I left the first one when I realized that 'it was trap' when I could wake up and see.

Damn..... It was the 2nd one who gave me that insight.

It was you who broke whole trap which I was involved so deeply about year. esp. last 3 months.

Then when I totally broke up with 1st one to see you properly, you....damn you... are telling me that 'it was trap.'

Maybe it was.


I left 1st one because I realized he was just annoying me, then you told me 'I'm annoying you.'


Don't say this is Karma........this is not...

by neoping @ 9:12 PM October 07, 2006   ::         

Who am I..?

floating gender
I've got male brain

Love is all we need..

what is real..?
when you are in love...
Being connected..that's what I need..

Tuned....!!!!!!!

what 2005 has taught me ?
Nirvana

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