Damm.....full of up and down.... and full of test....

Hard to cope with it...... emotionally ...

It really test my limitation....


I thought mom would be really happy with my news...... but she was not...

She is not connected with me... she is not happy with what I am doing...

She doesn't give me any blessing to my future or anything...

I felt like orphan..... we've been so good so far ...esp. this year....

Her e-mail really broke my heart..... I'm shocked...and you are not here too...



Two people that I lean on the most..... they are not with me.....

I found out in the same day..... almost same time.....


Well...... God......God is with me.....

God arrange me in the right environment for me....to deal with this situation...maybe....

I'm with loving family..... even though it is not my family....

I'm resourceful than before...and I had 2 days off....to deal with this amazing emotional challenge....

It is going to be all OK....


There are lots of people who need my love and support.... but who I can lean on when I need...?



Z/ it was crime.....definately....




It all will turn out to be OK......